The language is still killing me. I sucked at grammer in inglish so i totally suck when i try over here.
spelling is a pain in the butt. This is prob one of the hardest things ive ever done. They were not kidding about this. This sucks so much. Just a day ago, i was so upset i went to work out and i pushed myself so hard my legs cramped to the point i couldnt stand and i threw up maybe 2 meals worth of beans and rice.
But if you put a ticket in front of me and said i can go home right now. I would be offended that you even thought i would actually leave that easy. I know what im doing it right. The lord knows me, knows what im not good at, my weaknesses, but aslo my stregnths, and my ability to grow. so that is why im here, failing every step of the way, for he knows that my potental reaches far beond what i cann see before me....But i still cry to myself every time im in the restroom (my compainon cant follow me there).
But!!!! other then the langugage im doing swell. i miss being able to talk to people. everyone here is so nuice and i want to talk to them but i cant. and there is nothing called personal space. hugs, hand shakes, and kisses. Awsome. i feel like some of these people can be gay and no one would know.
im the blondest here, everyone loves to touch the hair. But ive yet to cut it so i have the longest hair. Ha i dont cut it cuz i have no idea what to say.
My roomates are leaving this week. i wish i could send pictures. coolest guys ever, when there not trying to teach me. cuz then we all are screaming words in every langugae we know.
I took him to the temple for the first time, and hes already leaving me. i do not know his name, but elder amigo tends to get his attention just fine
kinda cool reading things i know in a new langugae, cuz it is lost in translation, but alot of things are found when translated. like music, scriptures, and what not.
Send pictures, i love them. or letters or actual pictures so i can carry them! i always have a book stuffed with all your stuff when i start to lose my mind.
i saw a dog today, so today was a good day.
if anyone want to send me the brazailand (i cant spell ever) Real, to the $ that would be great.
keep me updated with everything. its weird to think when i get back, aj is gone, porter is gone i think, Elle is in high school? Dads prob put on some weaght (mussel and fat), mom´s still being awsome.
We are going out side the wall today for P-day to go shopping. Yes there is a big steal gate. yes its like a prison, but thats like half this area and its great. people running threw traffic. Driving here suck, lanes are just sujestions for car, people throwing things around. Awsome! just wish i could speak!
im pass the home sickness, but now i just miss people and things. but i figured if i didnt miss things there would be somthing totally wrong with me!
i read everyones eamils i promise, i just cant respond to anyone really. 50 mins goes alot faster down here.
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i know nothing about anything i feel like, and im being deployed next week.... Crap....
and ive decided. i need 1 month or so when i get back, that is just movies, tv show, games, skate. Then i will do adult stuff. i am not ready to be an adult
Live Long, And Prosper
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